"The Light Child"
Alina' SWG fan fic
By: Alina Stardust

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Alina' Stardust says, "Leeve!"
"I'm here", Alina' Stardust says.
"Ali....", Leeve Rifac says.
Alina' Stardust is out of breath, and takes a bit to calm herself. She sinks into a meditative pose in front of Leeve. She notices Leeve does not have a shirt on, and he is covered in sweat and grime. He isnt looking at her.
Leeve Rifac says, "I........don't know what happened.....", Leeve Rifac says.
"With?", Alina' Stardust says.
Leeve Rifac says, "Me...... It.... it was me..... but it wasn't...."
Alina' Stardust says, "When you killed Desean?"
Leeve Rifac says, "Yes..... I could see what was going on..... but could not control it..... it was like I wasn't there....."
Alina' Stardust stares at the sun, despite the pain.
Leeve Rifac says, "I was in the padawan room, meditating."
Alina' Stardust is listening, trying to stay calm herself. Alina' stares blankly into space.
"After I calmed down from the disruption that happened during the meeting.", Leeve Rifac says. "I opened my mind to see if I could still sense the dark side around, for it was, I was not going to leave the room. And then it happened."
Leeve Rifac says, "The voices, the confusion, the anger, I could hear it all, from all the students around me, light and dark. It overcame me."
Alina' nods at Leeve Rifac.
"That is why I had to leave.", Alina' Stardust says.
Leeve Rifac says, "I tried to leave the noises, I was going to come here, and then he stood in my way, drew his saber on me, and I unleashed. All the voices I was hearing, their anger seemed to flow through me, I could not stop it."
'There were also too many other voices... I was getting confused, and tired out by all of them.'. Alina said
Alina' Stardust says, "But you've experienced this before, havent you? When you were the wick in the dark?"
"It took over, and as I stood over his limp body, I regained control, and ran.", Leeve Rifac says. "No, not like this, this scared me.", Leeve Rifac says.
Alina' frowns at him. Alina' Stardust puts an arm around Leeve.
"Alina' left yourself too open", Alina' Stardust says.
Leeve Rifac says, "When I was of the dark side, I enjoyed it, the pain, the anger. But this came from students of the light, from their repressed anger."
Alina' nods at Leeve Rifac.
"It was different. They don't realize it.", Leeve Rifac says.
"No they dont", Alina' Stardust says.
Alina' Stardust says, "You cannot repress anger. You can only redirect and dissolve it."
"Their repressed anger all came out through me.", Leeve Rifac says. "It scared me."
Alina' Stardust says, "Leeve...."
"Yes?", Leeve Rifac says.
Alina' Stardust says, "what you have learned from me is how to open your mind... To feelings."
"You haven't learned how to guard yourself against them", Alina' Stardust says.
Alina' Stardust says, "That is my fault"
Leeve Rifac says, "No, do not blame yourself, I shouldn't have attempted it."
"The best way to protect yourself is to build a wall... Mentally... and only take it down brick by brick.", Alina' Stardust says.
Alina' Stardust says, "Never take down the whole wall..ever...."
Leeve Rifac says, "I am sorry"
Alina' Stardust says, "There is nothing to be sorry about" lina' smiles at Leeve Rifac. Alina' Stardust says, "You did not know, and now you do. But you certainly scared me earlier...I almost didnt come home. I was afraid.... That I'd learn something about you that I couldnt deal with."
Leeve Rifac says, "I am sorry. I did not mean to, when I panicked, you were the first person who flashed into my mind"
Alina' smiles at Leeve Rifac. I'm glad", Alina' Stardust says.
Leeve Rifac looks at himself. "Oops. Sorry", Leeve Rifac says. "There.", Leeve Rifac says.


Alina' tell Aeridne, 'Leeve is fine now... he sensed emotions from anger to frustration while in the enclave, and it scared him.'.


Alina' blushes at Leeve Rifac and almost looks sorry that Leeve covered up... but doesnt say anything.
Leeve Rifac reaches out his hand and touches her cheek. "Thank you", Leeve Rifac says.
Alina' blushes at Leeve Rifac. Alina' Stardust closes her eyes for a moment then touches his hand and opens her eyes again. "You are welcome.", Alina' Stardust says.
Leeve Rifac takes his hand and places it back on his knee.
Alina' smiles at Leeve Rifac.
Leeve Rifac says, "If it was not for you....I'd be lost"
"I think I might be as well.", Alina' Stardust says. Alina' gazes in awe at him. "You are keeping me grounded."
Leeve Rifac says, "Grounded?"
Alina' nods at Leeve Rifac.
Leeve Rifac says, "How so?"
"In the sense that I see when my emotions are ....", Alina' Stardust says. "Overwhelming me... and I am learning to step back and meditate first before acting. I learned that from you."
Leeve Rifac smiles at Alina'.
Leeve Rifac says, "Maybe I should heed my own advice sometimes."
Alina' giggle at him.
Alina' Stardust says, "Yes you should"
Alina' stare at Leeve Rifac.
"I try to.", Leeve Rifac says.
"There is no try...", Alina' Stardust says. "Do."

Leeve Rifac smiles at Alina'.

Alina' tell Aeridne, ' I was thinking he was wokou all over again.'.

Leeve Rifac says, "I thought it went...."

"Do or do not, there is no try", Leeve Rifac says.

"I paraphrased.", Alina' Stardust says.

Alina' grin at Leeve Rifac.


Aeridne tells Alina', 'yes, I was worried he was questioning his belief in the force'.

Alina' reply to Aeridne, 'Me too'.
Alina' blush at Leeve Rifac.

Alina' Stardust says, "Leeve?"

"Atleast you kept it simple for me", Leeve Rifac says.

Leeve Rifac says, "Yes dear?"

Aeridne tells you, 'remind him about emotions, and their connection to the sith ok?'.

Alina' Stardust blushes a bit more.

Alina' reply to Aeridne, 'Yes'.

"How many girls have you kissed, ever?", Alina' Stardust says.

Leeve Rifac says, "Only one, my mother, does that count?"

Alina' giggle at him.

"no mother doesnt count", Alina' Stardust says.

Alina' Stardust says, "Just curious"

Alina' shrug your shoulders helplessly.

"I was a wanderer after....... After I lost her.", Leeve Rifac says.

Aeridne tells Alina', 'at least, it would be good to remind him, because such strong emotions as anger and even frustration are very dark for a jedi who is following their path with the force'.

Alina' Stardust says, "Aeridne wants me to remind you of something very important."

Leeve Rifac says, "And that is?"

Alina' Stardust says, ""Strong emotions such as anger and frustration are very damaging for a jedi who is following their path with the force.""

"I knew that already... But how do we not feel anger? Thats what I want to know.", Alina' Stardust says.

"I guess that if we keep a cool head, anger we will not feel?", Leeve Rifac says.

Alina' tell Aeridne, 'How do we not feel anger and frustration?'.


"It is a learned response.", Alina' Stardust says.

"The "cool head"", Alina' Stardust says.

"I just wish it was as easy to learn.", Alina' Stardust says.

"Give it time dear", Leeve Rifac says.

"Just like our ability to defend ourselves without thinking twice.", Alina' Stardust says.

Alina' Stardust says, "We learned that over time."

Alina' Stardust says, "So yes, we can learn not to get angry."

Leeve Rifac thinks to himself for a minute.....

"Why did you ask how many women I've kissed?", Leeve Rifac says.

Alina' tell Aeridne, 'I did tell him for you. He is thinking about it'.

Alina' blushes at Leeve Rifac.

Aeridne tells Alina', 'it is not that we do not feel anger and frustration, it is only that if we are driven by these emotions or if these emtions over come us, they lead to the dark side. Learning reason, trust, understanding, patience, traits like these allow a jedi to keep the strong emotions in check'.

Aeridne tells Alina', 'thank you'.

"uh....", Alina' Stardust says.

Leeve Rifac smiles at Alina'.

Alina' blushes deeply.

"Yes?", Leeve Rifac says.

Alina' Stardust says, "Um...."

Alina' Stardust looks intensely uncomfortable.

Alina' Stardust says, "Because...."

"It is okay dear, you know you can tell me anything.", Leeve Rifac says.

"I...I....", Alina' Stardust says. Alina' Stardust blurts it out.

"I've never kissed any guy before.", Alina' Stardust says. Alina' Stardust covers her face with her hands.

Leeve Rifac pulls her hands down.

Leeve Rifac says, "It is okay dear, neither have I"

Leeve Rifac smirks at Alina'.

Alina' smirks at Leeve Rifac. "You know what I mean", Alina' Stardust says.

Leeve Rifac kisses Alina' gently on the lips.

*GASP!* Alina' gasps at Leeve Rifac. Alina' Stardust hand goes to her lips and she jumps up suddenly. Alina' stares at Leeve Rifac. Alina' Stardust says, "I..."

Leeve Rifac is a bit confused now. "I....", Leeve Rifac says.

Alina' Stardust is really confused too.

"I'm sorry, I thought that's what you wanted.....", Leeve Rifac says.

Alina' kisses Leeve Rifac gently on the lips. Alina' Stardust says, "I didnt know that I did....It caught me off guard is all.", Alina' Stardust says in a soft voice.

"I didn't either, just thought.....", Leeve Rifac says.

Alina' gives him a hug. Alina' smiles at Leeve Rifac.

Leeve Rifac gives Alina' a hug. Leeve Rifac smiles at Alina'.





Alina' grins at Leeve Rifac and says softly, "Now you can say you kissed two girls"

Leeve Rifac laughs out loud. Alina' Stardust is all smiles. She seems very happy.

Alina'r heart flutters at the sight of him.

Leeve Rifac says, "Well, it has been a long day."

Alina' Stardust is staring at Leeve very strangely. Alina' Stardust says, marked by happiness, "Uh huh..."

Leeve Rifac says, "I talked to a friend today, and she suggested that maybe I should tell you something"

Alina' Stardust cant bring herself to walk away for some reason. Alina' Stardust says, with pleasure, "Whats that?"

Leeve Rifac says, "I....." Leeve Rifac sighs. "I'm finding myself thinking about you constintly.", Leeve Rifac says.

Alina' smile at Leeve Rifac. Alina' nod at Leeve Rifac. Alina' gazes in awe at him.

"All of those times you said something about how much you loved Wokou and it hurt, and I said that I know exactly how you felt, it is because, I found myself loving you, and it was hurting me when I was trying to help you two, and yet, for some reason, I di", Leeve Rifac says.

Leeve Rifac says, "I did it anyway"

Alina' Stardust lets that sink in... she heard something...

"I love you Ali.", Leeve Rifac says.

*GASP!* Alina' gasps at Leeve Rifac. "Oh Leeve....", Alina' Stardust says.

"I ... Didnt know...", Alina' Stardust says softly, "How hard that has been for you...." She pauses for a moment and they says, "I have feelings for you too leeve." Alina' Stardust gazes into Leeve's eyes.

Leeve Rifac says, "It is okay Ali, I did it for you, because I knew that is what you wanted, I would have done anything to see you happy, and still will."

"But I'm not sure .... Of myself...", Alina' Stardust says quietly.

Leeve Rifac looks back into her's. "I understand, but I had to tell you.", Leeve Rifac says. "I'm sorry if it makes things difficult for you, that is not what I intended"

Alina' Stardust shakes her head gently from side to side, her lekku swaying behind her. "I am not upset to hear this... I... am relieved..", Alina' Stardust says softly.

Leeve Rifac says, "Relieved?"

Alina' nods at Leeve Rifac. "but when you allowed me to look into your...", Alina' Stardust says quietly. "Mind..." "I sensed something..", Alina' Stardust says quietly. "I think thats what it was.", Alina' Stardust says, rather quietly.

Leeve Rifac is really confused now.

Alina' Stardust takes Leeve's hand and holds it in her own. Alina' Stardust says in a soft voice, "I trust you with everything that I am."

Leeve Rifac smiles at Alina'.

"You know more about me than anyone, including my sister.", Alina' Stardust says, rather quietly.

"I... I am happy that you trust me with so much.", Leeve Rifac says.

"Wokou.... Scares me. And he hurts me...", Alina' Stardust says quietly.

Alina' Stardust says softly, "And all I've done since he abandoned me is scramble around trying to put myself back together again."

"Alina' still missing one piece", Leeve Rifac says.

Leeve Rifac smiles at Alina'.

Alina' smile at Leeve Rifac.

Leeve Rifac points to his heart.

Leeve Rifac says, "It's in here"

Alina' nod at Leeve Rifac.

"Yes.", Alina' Stardust says quietly.

"I hold it dear to me.", Leeve Rifac says.

Alina' Stardust is so deeply touched, tears begin to fall from her eyes.

Leeve Rifac wipes her eyes.

"Why is it you cry?", Leeve Rifac says.

"That is the best gift, I've ever received...", Alina' Stardust says softly.

"And your words are so comforting.", Alina' Stardust says quietly.

"You're the best gift I've ever received", Leeve Rifac says.

Alina' Stardust says softly, "I want to be with you." Alina' Stardust says, rather quietly, "Not wokou."

Leeve Rifac says, "And I with you."

Alina' Stardust wipes more tears the fall fresh. Alina' give him a hug. Leeve Rifac gives Alina' a hug.

Alina' Stardust still cant leave. Alina' Stardust dabs at her eyes with her sleeve. "I'm a mess...", Alina' Stardust says quietly. Alina' chuckles to herself.

"No you're not", Leeve Rifac says.

"I am.", Alina' Stardust says lovingly.

Leeve Rifac says, "No"

"I cant walk away ....", Alina' Stardust says. "I"m stuck right here... why is that?"

"I do not know", Leeve Rifac says.

Alina' kiss Leeve Rifac gently on the lips. Leeve Rifac kisses Alina' gently on the lips.

Alina' giggle at him. Alina' Stardust says affectionately, "See you in the morning"

"That you will", Leeve Rifac says.

Leeve Rifac smiles at Alina'.

"Good night dear", Leeve Rifac says.

Alina' Stardust says lovingly, "Good night Leeve"

Leeve Rifac says, "Love you"

"I love you.", Alina' Stardust says tenderly.


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